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You're Reading Me
Sunday, August 31, 2008 ( 4:23 PM )
I woke up this afternoon all thanx to my lil nephew..
He came into my room jump into my bed and stunt on me while i was asleep..
So the aunties and uncle was involved in a mini wrestling with the lil ones..
Irfan blurt out something that made us burst into laughter ..
" Izyan2 tepi-tepi, Kite bukak seluar dier.."
LOL
False alarm!!!
sweet caught me..
oops..
awak.. i want nobody except you..
yeah rite! Fat Hope
will be passing by Geylang for the next 5 days,
with this bright blue dress..
You're Reading Me
Saturday, August 30, 2008 ( 7:56 PM )
p/s: i've found someone
whom is as crazy as i do..
Its not ok,
cos i belong to somebody baby..
You're Reading Me
Thursday, August 28, 2008 ( 2:14 PM )
Abang just came back from phuket..
told ya mom.. "Pandai2 dier pegi, pandai2 dier alek.."
siblings do share some things in common..*Shopping*
Urggh!!
That bloody fucker is heading to Sim lim to exchange Canon EOS 1000D to Nikon D80..
cos his abg Erman claimed that eventhough Canon graphic is clear
but still to compare it with Nikon D80,
Nikon is still the best & the photos can be edited..
Anyway upon purchasing,
i did compare both camera & personally
i still find that i prefer Canon to Nikon..
The point here is I cant be bothered editing every pictures i took.
im aware im not a experienced, certified photographer like you..
& currently the intention of getting that camera is for personal needs..
it seems like he is making everything that is mine belongs to him..
..
if only you had listen to me earlier,
this won't be happening..
Fine.. since you tend to bring up stupid silly ideas of yours,
you make your own decision
im washing my hands out of this!
You're Reading Me
Monday, August 25, 2008 ( 11:56 PM )
Currently chatting with Xue ling, Najib, Aimin & El mariachi(Azman)
I quoted this from one of the email i received..
"The way their tears make you want to change the world
so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them,
wish they would die or
know that you would die without them ...
it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever they were
to the world they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls and
you say a million things without trace of a sound,
you know that your own life is inevitable consumed
within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.Only felt."
so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them,
wish they would die or
know that you would die without them ...
it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever they were
to the world they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls and
you say a million things without trace of a sound,
you know that your own life is inevitable consumed
within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.Only felt."
.........
sweet if i have to SacrificE in the name of Love,
i'm willing to return you back to her..
Ya Allah..
tears.. 
You're Reading Me
( 5:29 PM )
i've been spending my days at home playing games,
reading comic books,
changing multiply and friendster skin & layout and
mostly importantly sleeping..
this morning Abg woke me up..
"Ti..ti.. jam adidas Ati mane??
Abg pinjam bole??"
Ok that watch was actually a gift from fAizAl..
Abg went to phuket today togther with the watch(best nyer jam aku dpt g phuket)..Sweet is going to phuket after Raya..
why can't you guys bring me along???
Nice???
LG Ku990..
Seriously sucks..
;p
You're Reading Me
Saturday, August 23, 2008 ( 1:51 PM )
After months and months of struggling, sleepless night,
last minute revising & complains..
finally it come to an end..
& THANX to those whom had supported me
and hearing me out during those days..
without you i wont be abled to survive and cope with the stress..
Although this would be temporary, i'm still glad that its over..
last minute revising & complains..
finally it come to an end..
& THANX to those whom had supported me
and hearing me out during those days..
without you i wont be abled to survive and cope with the stress..
Although this would be temporary, i'm still glad that its over..
Just have to wait for the result..
i just hope no matter how badly i did, .................... Allah knows the answer..
i was told that there is slight changes in my attachment date..
So i went to double check and to find out its true..
On the way to school i saw fareez, his lip looked super red..
& last night he left me a message trying to get some answers
on what he can do to his lip since im a nurse (so must have the solution)
p/s : imma nurse not a doctor Fareez..
i suggested him to try applying lip bum
p/s : imma nurse not a doctor Fareez..
i suggested him to try applying lip bum
i even told him the indications,the price and where he can buy it..
But i ended up receiving this reply from him..
"Lip bum? tiger bum taHu la.. Haha!!
U ingat i ni pompan ke..Ape la suro akai lip bum
Mane tau bende tu lipstick.. First time dgr ni lip bum..
da mcm pompuan la akai tu lip bum..
Seumur hidupku ku fikir menjadi lelaki hingga ke ari ni dan saat ini.. Hehe!!"
Seumur hidupku ku fikir menjadi lelaki hingga ke ari ni dan saat ini.. Hehe!!"
& i replied..
" you i jamin lau u pakai lip bum kejantanan you maseh terselah, kekal sampai mati.."
" you i jamin lau u pakai lip bum kejantanan you maseh terselah, kekal sampai mati.."
The paper ends at 10oo am..
As planned my nurses and i took the train off to Eunos, for Yong Tau foo
then we travelled back to Marina Square
and the intention was to window shopping..
But somehow, you know me well don't you??
As planned my nurses and i took the train off to Eunos, for Yong Tau foo
then we travelled back to Marina Square
and the intention was to window shopping..
But somehow, you know me well don't you??
So here comes the biggest event of the day..
Singapore flyers..
We are worst than tourist..
;p
;p
got a call from ika..
So went down to meet her and Nafi but never others(not ol) i mean..
after doing abit of waiting awhile
Nafi & me..
decided to leave, leaving ika with the girls..
after doing abit of waiting awhile
Nafi & me..
decided to leave, leaving ika with the girls..
she know whom im refering to..
& thanx Nafi for the long chocholate bar that
she got it from her work for me....
By the time i reached home my back was aching, my eyes are closing..
Text shad goodnite and off to my dreamland..
Text shad goodnite and off to my dreamland..
But every few hours he kept giving me a call..
He claimed that he missed me..
p/s: rindu ke Boring..
You're Reading Me
Thursday, August 14, 2008 ( 2:30 PM )
Emotions are distrupted..
Ignoring is the best conclusion..
smilling is a must and always...
Today was Adult Nursing paper..
Well how tough it is only god knows
;p
went to collect my uniforms yesterday wiv fadz and Sakura..
You're Reading Me
Monday, August 11, 2008 ( 7:44 PM )
AQUARIUS WOMAN
If you are in love with a woman in this
zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry.
She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac.
She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life,
a very strong person indeed.
Not because she does not have a dream guy,
but if she cannot find such person, so what.
Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do.
She is a leader, a real confident type.
She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself.
Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time,
and she is not patient enough to wait around for that.
If she starts to ask you out,
do not think she starts to flirt with you,
but because she thinks it is
a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.
She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her,
so he has a chance to show her his own confident.
She likes to guess her man's reaction,
but at the same time she likes to have many men wanting her.
She is a daring type who could just do thing differently
from other people in her same society.
She dares to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.
Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone.
If she breaks up with someone,
she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony.
Not for long she will come back to be the cherry and merry person again,
because she looks at the world positively and has 'Faith' in the word 'Love'.
She has more men friends than women friends,
so do not be a jealous type if you date her.
She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy.
She loves 'Freedom' so before and after marriage ,
her freedom has to be the same.
She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.
She likes to be the one who is 'Right',
so if you argue with her ,
let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject.
She is a straight forward type,
so if she does not love you anymore,
she will just tell you straight to your face.
Her love and relationship are always real,
so if she say 'It's over' be prepare to leave,
she is not testing you.
She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her,
she will survive by herself.
If she is with you when you get sick,
she will certainly take care and look after you,
even look after you mean 'small loan'.
Do not have secret with her, she hates it
and really can piss her badly.
When she is sad ,be understanding.
When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.
You will not get bored with this type of girl.
Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath
that confident and cold hearted person,
she is just as fragile as any woman.
She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you.
Do not let her talk alone, if you do she will leave.
She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do.
If you want her to work for you, forget it.
When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you,
but not for long she will go back to work seriously again.
Prepare to live and love with a'Working Woman' then you will be OK.
If she mad, find a shelter for the 'Hurricane' is here!
Her bad temper will last very shortly though.
She is not a revenge type and will not think of'pay Back' time.
Most people might think of her as 'One of a guy',
but infact she is a 100% woman.
She is easily hurt, so be nice with her.
If she really loves you, then you are lucky
because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you.
Understand that sometimes she will be over
confidentand sometimes like to have power or act bossy...
p/s: sounds so like me uh..
what do you think??
;p
You're Reading Me
Sunday, August 10, 2008 ( 12:10 AM )
I quit in the name of love
Its been a year..
its too early, iM not ready
At first i never imagined my life with you
But now i cant imagine my life without you
there's something in me that seems not right..
you're a love that arrived at the wrong girl and at a wrong time..
So why dont you go your way
and i'll go mine..
live your life
and i will live mine
baby you'll do well
and i'll be fine
Boy i know we shared good times
it's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
you know i love you
and i cant deny..
Can't say we didnt make it work for you and i??
somewhere along this road we lost the trust
so i walk away, so you don't have to see me cry
its killing me i gotta admit..
im sorry i didnt make it
i apologized cause i was the who wanted to leave
You're Reading Me
Friday, August 8, 2008 ( 6:36 PM )
080808
You're Reading Me
Thursday, August 7, 2008 ( 11:24 PM )
How dare you walk into my life ,
Causing confusion in my world, seizing the power that
I possessed over the feelings I choose to have for a man
You weakened my wall by holding my hand
By being the man that I miss & showing you care in just one kiss..
Now euu left me dreaming of every moment we've spent together and thinking of every ounce Of desire I feel to have our souls to be always together..
How dare you walk into my life and expose these thoughts that I have buried for so long,
You've put me in a spot from which I cannot move on..
sweet iM weak without euu..
Taking one step back to reduce the risk...to minimise the unpleasant moment...
preventing it affecting the future..
You're Reading Me
Sunday, August 3, 2008 ( 11:04 PM )
Had a great fight wiv ex-bOifey yesterday Night..
well was it my fault that i managed to get replacement earlier than you do??
was it a mistake for me to love somebody else instead of u??
Zal u once hurt me when you left me, but why are you blaming me for moving on after you are gone..
why am i shouldering all the responsibilites for everything u claimed i did???
Your egO had really exceeded my patience..
Im not keeping quiet like the way i used to be..
Im not letting you hurt me again & again
Im not giving you any opportunity to verbalize anything as what you like..
& the reason was because You are nO one in my life..
So get this in your head lil jerk..
No matter what you do to please me i will never come back to you.. 
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