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Friday, May 30, 2008 ( 5:45 PM )

My daily updated post was delayed due to hectic of working..
Let starts with my previous Sun,
Both my sisters, brother in law, nieces plus my only nephew and me
spent our time at Arab street looking for designed fabric for Hari Raya this year..
and in one of the shop, coincidently the man before Shad was there too..
remember fareez?? hee

Then we drove to Pasir Ris Park follOwed by dinner at Simpang Bedok,
and lastly Robinson Sale at ExpO.. & again i spot 2 familiar faces there, my nursing Mate Sahidah and my ex colleage Aizat..
Its been a boring posting at Paeds & iM dying praying itS over..
Clinical Instructor was being too specific in almost everything..

playing with the kids is the oNly thing i lOoked foward too..
At the same time by Occuppying them eventually occupies me too..
Or else mOst of the tiMe i would be cOunting down either for break tiMe or HOME..
Yesterday, I managed to get replacement for my IC.. & thanx to Fadz for accOmpanying to geddit dOne..

My shift Mates

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Thursday, May 22, 2008 ( 4:38 PM )

true enOugh Gynae ward is really depressing..So let me share a few interesting cases with you..
yesterday received a malay patient whOm is the same age(20) as me..
gave birth to a still bOrn baby..
35 weeks old but hOwever, gOd just love the baby more..
Then i even had a malay patient as yOung as 17 yrs old, married, gave birth to baby bOy..
& another malay patient aged 21 years old married to a man whOse age is 11 yrs older than her, but decided to do abortion due to financial problem..
plus another Malay patient whO came because of
ante natal depression as she suspected that
her husband is flirting with other girls through MSN..
last but not least,
tOday my shift mates and me were given the oppportunity to
SEE and TOUCH
a 22 weeks old fetus,
where his organs has fully developed..
But due to his heart problem and small intestine his mother has to abort him..

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ( 10:35 PM )

Its sounds rather weird to meet them on suNday mOrnings
but somehow we did met up..
Rosh, Sharifah, Bi zhen, Del, Norusha and Shu Feng and me waited for each other at AMK Mac where we first had our breakfast before proceeding to AMk library to settle our projects..
& that evening met up with shad at Bedok..
Ok i guess that would be our last time we will be seeing each other..
This relationship is getting too cOmplicated,
i really have no idea how it ends up to be..
& i seriously has no answer to it..

Yesterday was a Vesak Day.. No work for student!

Irman fetched me at Blk 9, where i saw 2 of my
exbOifey friend while i was on his bike.. haha!
Confirm there will be a repOrt strength between them..

we headed to Beach road as to accompany him to have his dinner..
& surprisingly this guy had 2 plates of food that night.. haaha!!
p/s: awak tu lapar ke pelahap??!!
after dinner we went straight to meet his friend
who was waiting for us at The Cathay
withOut realising,
i was escorted by 2 guy eh..
& that friend of him is super nOt bad la! hehe!
i had dOuble Date yesterday!!
weee!!
GATAL!!

went to Suntec to catch the last mOvie shOw at 9.30pm..
sO while waiting for the shOw to start we accompanied his 'Nameless' friend to Burger King, then to the Magical fOuntain,
played few games at the arcade &
off we went to watch Congkak..
as for tOday..
it was my first day at Gynae ward..
well its was bOring at first..
Fad & me was incharged of the same cubicle and we had only 3 patients admitted..
So we ended up doing CorridOr nursing instead..

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Saturday, May 17, 2008 ( 7:23 PM )

i am sitting, surfing in a comfortable position right now,
but im having a pain in my chest for the past 2 an half hour..
Its definitely got nothing to do with my feelings or emotions...
haiz what else nOw..

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( 12:28 PM )

Attachent at obstetrics ward is over and done..

sO last thursday i was incharged of the mother care.
Busy with the admission, answering call bells, going around asking the patients if they have PU for atleast 2 times, vulva swabbing, draining the urine bag, administered medication, vital signs taking, which is mOre confusing cos not all patient has to take Bp and temperature, removing of pressure bandage, heard fetal heart Rate,preparing oxygen panel &..&.....ETC...

& for dinner Bi zhen and Me had Spaggetti at Delifrance..
& yesterday... back into the nursery...

i followed my PCA to have a slight overview on Echo scan... so we sent down this baby girl cos she was diagnosed to have a heart murmur..
while the procedure was going, i realised something
which my PCA was not even aware of , the baby has an extra thumb..

here goes the phOto's of the newborn babies, twins, a baby girl and boy which i think they all look alike make us difficult to identify which is bOy and which is the girl..
i enjOyed my pOsting alot!!
thanx to tis cutie,decent,innocent sOuls!
Browse through aite!

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008 ( 5:04 PM )

So today back in the nursery again..
took the babies temperature, change their diapers, shower one of the twin babies,
bottled feed them but end up pushed them to their mothers since they are
crying their hearts out for milk cos we are lacked of manpower ..
pity them.. sOrry baby..

Mdm chia our Nyp lecturer showed us a
plancenta that she collected from the delivery suit for us to observe and seen it live..

So we actually had fun touching, feeling, & playing it.. lol..
it looks kinda like a beef stick, and the membranes looks like fats but the
membrane is super elastic no matter how strong you tried to
tear them apart it just won't...
How mighty and genius GOD creation are..

iM so happy that i just received my NTUC membership card!!

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Monday, May 12, 2008 ( 4:59 PM )

yesterday SuNday story..
here's anOther belated Happy Mother's Day wish i would like to wish all mama's out thr..
& tO my mOm u'r the best mom i had cos
nobody & nOthing can ever replace yOu..
You gave me life, a strength & hOpe.. & for sure without yOu my life would be a complete mess..
it was a whOle hailing cabby ride jOurney...
First, tOok a cab from bedok to Bishan..
& the purpose was to accompany Aidil who claimed that he wanted
badly to see Ria Ramadhani on live..
But he ended up bubbling us...
i was really disappointed as i was the one being the
middle person trying to contact ika & Aidil all this while despite the complication im facing in my life so that the plan goes well.. & i did this for HIM..
Am i getting appreciated here????.. Guys are just the same..
sO it was just a wasting trip to Bishan..
shOuld have met Ika some other place..
we killed our time chilling at Coffee bean before

bestie accompanied me to dO a bit of shOpping..
Hailed a cab to tOwn, & had our lunch at sakura..

waited for bOifey to fetch me at Bedok Library...
& off we gO to ECP..
A romantic night by the sea..
its been almost 4 weeks since we last met..
& only gOd knows how much i missed that man..
& thanx ika for accompanying me the whOle day & evening...

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Monday, May 5, 2008 ( 10:20 PM )

well its over.. 250 paid.. left another 70 bucks..
that cant be bothered attitude is now in me..
So he came down here to return the money..
& so as he walked off there was no sad feelings or the urge to pull him back..
he was wearing the white Puma sweater i bought for him
no wonder he message me earlier telling me not to return anything that he gave me.. anyway those thing you gave can never out numbered the amount of money i spent on you bOy..
As for now im not looking for love, not tmr or upcoming years..
INSYAALLAH
iM satisfiied by only washing my eyes on hOt,cute, sweet dudes around me.. haha!!
peduli la laki org ke,tunang org, matair org, bpk org.. aku cuci je pe..
haha

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Sunday, May 4, 2008 ( 3:19 PM )

yesterday was a shopping trip with aidil, chup & his gfren.... jalan2 di tOwn..
from hereeN to Far East then tO wisMa, last but nOt least Bugis..
thanx for ridiNg me ard buddy!
On my way tO city hall to meet Aidil i saw sOmeone very familiar..
Wearing a white shirt,playing his pSp
whO else can it be.. It must be hiM!! Big crush..
OMG!!
Our relationship seems to be shaky..
& i blamed myself for causing it to happen..
i wasnt being Me nowadays.. i shOot down at ANYONE, family,friends, strangers and including him wherever they fuck me off..
Im confused with my own love stories..
i had this fickle minded feelings..
having a replacement that is just to early..
when actually iM still nOt ready
i should have given myself a break from the day he left me ..
So now after so much of thOughts i guessed its time
to stOp the game,
stOp the revenge
and remove the grudges..
iM tired of all this.. too tired..
p/s: i missed you badly zal

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