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i dont wish to blog much on my health.. But i am thaNkful, to have Abg like yOu, sOrry for troubling you , cos eversince i bOrn i've been bothering you..
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008 ( 10:51 PM )
I had enough, this is ENOUGH!! Just come here & take my life away!
I can't STAND living, I can't keep on pretending..
Pretending to be strong & tuff trying to move on.
Thats all BULLSHIT.
I know all this while i can't make it so what's the point of acting as if i'm over with it when all the past is still CLEARLY IMPRINTED in my mind.
All those days TORMENT events, when i was abused physically & emotionally..
Its PAINFUL IDIOT!! ITS HURT TERRIBLY!!
I am basically what i am today all thanx to my past.
Its been years & years but still i FAILED to HEAL this pain.
I can't forget the past, i can't remove them, i let them have my way.
How should I be THANKFUL to you for CREATING me, when you make me live life full of BOUNDARIES.
Just when i gave my heart to a STRANGER which was also YOUR CREATION, in return i had, was just a plate full with DISAPPOINTMENT & HUGE PUNCH in my heart.
I can't STAND living, I can't keep on pretending..
Pretending to be strong & tuff trying to move on.
Thats all BULLSHIT.
I know all this while i can't make it so what's the point of acting as if i'm over with it when all the past is still CLEARLY IMPRINTED in my mind.
All those days TORMENT events, when i was abused physically & emotionally..
Its PAINFUL IDIOT!! ITS HURT TERRIBLY!!
I am basically what i am today all thanx to my past.
Its been years & years but still i FAILED to HEAL this pain.
I can't forget the past, i can't remove them, i let them have my way.
How should I be THANKFUL to you for CREATING me, when you make me live life full of BOUNDARIES.
Just when i gave my heart to a STRANGER which was also YOUR CREATION, in return i had, was just a plate full with DISAPPOINTMENT & HUGE PUNCH in my heart.
i dont wish to blog much on my health.. But i am thaNkful, to have Abg like yOu, sOrry for troubling you , cos eversince i bOrn i've been bothering you..
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