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Yesterday Is Another Memory
i dont wish to blog much on my health.. But i am thaNkful, to have Abg like yOu, sOrry for troubling you , cos eversince i bOrn i've been bothering you..
You're Reading MeI Can't Have You
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 ( 10:54 PM )
Everything was simple
Everything was fine
I knew I couldn't have you
And I knew why
I tried to move on
Idated other guys
But then we'd hang out
And I knew, to myself I lied.
You noticed me drifting
You said "please explain"
But, I didn't want to loose you
So, I tried to deal with the pain.
It's hard to be with you
It gets harder each day
When I look in your eyes
I feel my body floating away
I miss the way it used to be
You don't feel the change
You don't know I really love you
I'm sure to you, it's just a game
As I close my eyes tonight
I'll pray as I was taught to do
I'll pray that you realize thatI love you,
but I can't have you
You're Reading MeLike FiNally
Friday, February 22, 2008 ( 2:46 PM )
Definitely it must be a miracle escape!
wOke up & realised that the clot has disappeared!
thank god what a relieve!- No Operation need to be done!!
It was our last paper, aint sure how badly have i done this time..
Right after paper "WE" walked to Ang Mo Kio hub to catch " p/s: I Love You..
A great mOvie to watch for couples actually.. *giggle*
You're Reading MeA day Out wiv Shad
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 ( 9:12 PM )
I don't really expect to meet him today.. serious..
we went VivO..
We wet to this shop called Build A Bear.. it was a customize bear shop, well it was preety interesting cos i had fun choosing it, stuffing it, stiching it, fluffing it, dressing it & name it.
i just lOve it!
we went VivO..
We wet to this shop called Build A Bear.. it was a customize bear shop, well it was preety interesting cos i had fun choosing it, stuffing it, stiching it, fluffing it, dressing it & name it.
i just lOve it!
You're Reading MeI Hit That TWO- ZERO!!
Saturday, February 9, 2008 ( 1:14 AM )
Happy Birthday tO ME!!
& Thx 4 ol the wishes dearest darlings!!
The 1st Gf tO message was BIAH!!
The 1st BF to message was FAIZAL!!
Followed by.. in sequence eh..
Shad, Sakura, Ika, Sharifah, Fadz, Abg Fadil, FAreez, Siti, Nafi Karen, Parvin!!
Tears rolled down as i was counting dOwn my Burfday,
I really seriOusly dOn't knOw why.. ;p
You're Reading MeWen Bf meets Gf
Friday, February 8, 2008 ( 1:21 AM )
Just reached home about 1 just now, shad's calling!! meaning.... you should know what it means.. uurgh this bOy is controlling me!
Aidil fetched me at my place & we ride down to the opposite street..
I was being preety stubborn when his friends asked me and him to go up to his place.. Although i was invited i am totally not prepared to go to a stranger house.. Obviously i was feeling awkward to the MAX but tries to keep cool.. So we waited for nearly more than an hour before we proceeds to Mustafa Centre.
Since me & aidil was spending too long in the Mustafa Centre his friends decided to move first, & we decided to ride back to Bedok COrner den Mac for supper before he sent me home..
p/s: thx eh Dil cOs of you i was Label Minah rock!.jpg)
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You're Reading MeLife Has Been Always Unpredictable
Tuesday, February 5, 2008 ( 10:51 PM )
I had enough, this is ENOUGH!! Just come here & take my life away!
I can't STAND living, I can't keep on pretending..
Pretending to be strong & tuff trying to move on.
Thats all BULLSHIT.
I know all this while i can't make it so what's the point of acting as if i'm over with it when all the past is still CLEARLY IMPRINTED in my mind.
All those days TORMENT events, when i was abused physically & emotionally..
Its PAINFUL IDIOT!! ITS HURT TERRIBLY!!
I am basically what i am today all thanx to my past.
Its been years & years but still i FAILED to HEAL this pain.
I can't forget the past, i can't remove them, i let them have my way.
How should I be THANKFUL to you for CREATING me, when you make me live life full of BOUNDARIES.
Just when i gave my heart to a STRANGER which was also YOUR CREATION, in return i had, was just a plate full with DISAPPOINTMENT & HUGE PUNCH in my heart.
I can't STAND living, I can't keep on pretending..
Pretending to be strong & tuff trying to move on.
Thats all BULLSHIT.
I know all this while i can't make it so what's the point of acting as if i'm over with it when all the past is still CLEARLY IMPRINTED in my mind.
All those days TORMENT events, when i was abused physically & emotionally..
Its PAINFUL IDIOT!! ITS HURT TERRIBLY!!
I am basically what i am today all thanx to my past.
Its been years & years but still i FAILED to HEAL this pain.
I can't forget the past, i can't remove them, i let them have my way.
How should I be THANKFUL to you for CREATING me, when you make me live life full of BOUNDARIES.
Just when i gave my heart to a STRANGER which was also YOUR CREATION, in return i had, was just a plate full with DISAPPOINTMENT & HUGE PUNCH in my heart.
i dont wish to blog much on my health.. But i am thaNkful, to have Abg like yOu, sOrry for troubling you , cos eversince i bOrn i've been bothering you..
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